You didn’t put me in a tight spot. I did it to myself. I shouldn't have made you pose for photos with me, and I shouldn't have taken it as far as I did.
Well...you said yourself you were done dating. And you might feel pressured to make me happy because we're friends...but I promise you, I never want to force you into liking me back.
And maybe with time, I can get over you. Maybe it's just the newness of having you back in person that made the feelings pop back up.
...You could have found out in a better way. It's okay to not be completely happy...and it's okay to be overwhelmed, especially considering your bad break up.
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...So you still like me?
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...I used to have the biggest thing for you back in school. I wish you'd said something then.
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I was too scared to sign it, but I did put an Iguana sticker on it!
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You should have just told me with words. I'm not good with people, Kenya-san. I feel like I've only gotten worse.
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... You're still okay when you hang out with me, mostly...
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...If it's too weird to hang out with me now, I understand...
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I see. Um...don't worry, yeah? You're still my friend. I don't mind who you sleep with, and those guys were all idiots.
So am I, so you're dodging a huge bullet, I promise! I'll get over you, and we'll still be friends!
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I don't know what to do with someone who's good. Maybe I'm the problem.
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apparently a dummy who can't keep his mouth shut.
The problem isn't you, Hikaru. You're great. Please don't be so down on yourself. I'm sorry I put you in such a tight spot.
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I'm the one who messed up.
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Why did you have to say you like me now? I'm all fucked up now.
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I don't know how to fix it.
Maybe we shouldn't hang out anymore...
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I guess I'm more fucked up than I'd realized.
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And maybe with time, I can get over you. Maybe it's just the newness of having you back in person that made the feelings pop back up.
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So I should be happy right now, right?
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I'm not really the catch you seem to think I am.
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You deserve better than some guy with a shitty track record and zero social skills.
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I like you, Hikaru.
I like your music, and I like your dry humor, and I like when your ears turn red.
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...I want a hug.
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